Unfortunately a beta isn't for you to have fun with the game. A beta is actually for testing purposes. Hence the name beta testers. And believe me a game is ultimately a software program and any sort of software program requires an enormous amount of testing to be anything near good. And testing is the most repetitive, boring, brain melting chore out there.
Even if its a game, you are actually testing it, not playing.
It is better to die on one's feet
then live on one's knees