.:Dark Prince:. said:
Me too |
Well, I'm willing to keep myself out of the running to be a judge for said dispute...
Nah, I know I'm not. I always say that for a gay guy, I got cheated out of all the useful stereotypes. I've no gaydar, I have no fashion (or fine food) sense, and my home decor style isn't elegant. (My home decor style actually is Tetris- where can I put it!?) But I am who I am, and I don't plan on changing.
Also, as to not make a myriad of posts, I'll address a few other things here. The "scene" is one of the things that scares me, actually. I'm a hard-line anti-drug person, I'm mildly allergic to cigarette smoke, and alcohol tastes nasty. But... I don't know where to go that doesn't involve at least one of those things. Ideally, I would like to find a guy and settle down with him- none of this playing the field stuff. That's the hardest part for me. I've no problem telling people I'm gay, but it's just getting out there. And to make it more ironic, DC's just a hop on the Metro away, so it's not like I wouldn't have access...
Regarding bisexuality, I've no problems understanding it. It gives one the best of both worlds, and in fact, I use a scale similar to Freud's scale for determining one's sexuality. I've seen myself slide on this scale... from straight to bi-curious, etc over to where I am now. While I do believe a 'true' bisexual is rare, I know they exist. (Defining 'true' bisexual as someone who, given 2 identical people except for their gender, can't choose between them.) It took me a few years admittingly to know that my use of bisexual was a mask, but as I was behind it, I know it's not a mask for some others. If anything, though, my envy doesn't lie with the sexuality, but for those who found out about themselves early. I didn't even accept myself until I was... 21, and it took me 18 months to come out from there. Looking back, I think I do see signs of people making passes at me, but well... that's in hindsight, and my foresight for things like that was never good, even before this revelation of myself.
Oh, and yes, the kissing is cute. And it makes me jealous... :P
-dunno001
-On a quest for the truly perfect game; I don't think it exists...
