There is no point in trying to prove my god exists, b/c anything I put up will just be discredited or written off as a fluke
For example
the first art school I applied to was the one that gave me the biggest amount of money to attend to, it was also the same school that housed the education department that my wife went to, the first semester for some reason I decided to drive instead of living on the dorms, this was also the same time my future wife was ending a really bad relationship, the next semester I decided to move into the dorms---given the choice b/t three different rooms with only one being in the same building as my future wife, I picked her building, that first night at random a bunch of girls were wandering the hall and drug me down to the common area to play some cards, my wife ended up playing against me and it was instant magnetism, we played cards for over 2 hours until another group decide that we all should go out to the “club” (the first time I have ever and the only time) so I tried to excuse my self and went back to my room, they followed trying to get me to go and finally I told them if so and so decided to I would as well---I found out later the same conversation was happening to my future wife on the other end of the building and the same thing was said---4 years later we have been happily married and have welcomed a beautiful baby girl into this world
another thing, my daughter was conceived even with the use of birth control (my wife was on the pill and I was doing things as well)
another thing, even major disaster in my life was a direct result of bad choices I have made and ever time i have almost hit rock bottom I have prayed and have yet to have any major dmg to me or my family
We have a great house, we both are healthy, our daughter is is great shape, and we both have wonderful jobs
No I know other people will be, “but that is all fluke or just random luck” or “but not every one that prays has a good life” and they are right, but I believe that god has directed my life for a reason and I can honestly say that nothing in my life that has been bad has just happened, its all been b/c of my choice and the choices of others and all of those have taught me a lesson in some form or another.
But like I said you wont believe me despite the evidence I present b/c you don’t want to, hopefully some day you will want to and you will have that ahhhh haaa I get it moment but he let us keep free will and its your choice
