Killergran on 09 January 2009
@OP - I cannot answer your question, since I you know you better than I do. Instead, allow me to counter with one of my own: Does it really matter?
Do you always have to have all experiences right here right now and throw yourself over them? Isn't it enough that you finally got one that is awesome? Wasn't it worth the wait?
Some things in life are worth waiting for.
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