When did you stop believing in Santa?

[Comrade Tovya]

I never really got a chance to believe...
One Christmas when I was about 4-yrs. old, I saw Santa Clause at my grandparents house, and I said, "Look auntie V., it's Santa Clause!"

Without even hesitating, she shouted out, "No it's, your uncle Stan in a Santa outfit, Santa is not real."

My soul died that day.