And I don't know what this has to do with anything, but today is my ex fiance's birthday. We broke up back in April, but we're working things out. I've been staying out of trouble lately, just working and playing video games. One more fuck up, and I'm definitely done! Yesterday, a girl I used to talk to text me and told me she was in town (she's still here!), my hot 19 year old (20 years old now -hadn't dated her in months) who caused this whole break up told me she wants to go out, and the 21 year old that I dated from august to october started telling me that she wanted to see me yesterday because she misses me!
I am trying so hard to be good! I live alone, and my ex and my daughter are staying with me this evening after work and school. It took everything I had not to do something stupid last night!! I must've wasted a half a bottle of lotion!
