In other news, I got owned today. I found out this girl I have been obsessed with for the last few weeks has a boyfriend. We hit it off so well the first day we got to know each other, and had the most interesting conversation for over an hour and a half.
Not to mention she was completely acting like she was interested in me. If I would talk to someone else she would stay quiet and just kind of sit there looking kind of pouty/sad, she was extremely inviting in terms of body language and everything else, and she was really interested in what I had to say. That is the difference between guys and girls, that girls can do something like that and not actually be into a guy. Either that or she is a tease, but I won't badmouth her because she actually has good taste in music, movies, etc., which is more than I can say about 95% of girls.
The funny thing is I even turned down a date with another girl who WAS interested in me because I was more interested in this girl. Oh well, its not like that other girl was anything special. But I did get kind of screwed anyway you look at it.
The key thing to know about going after girls is that you will fail, many, many times. Its not always your fault, and every now and then you don't screw it up, but from my own experience there are far more screw ups than successes.
We had two bags of grass, seventy-five pellets of mescaline, five sheets of high-powered blotter acid, a salt shaker half full of cocaine, a whole galaxy of multi-colored uppers, downers, screamers, laughers…Also a quart of tequila, a quart of rum, a case of beer, a pint of raw ether and two dozen amyls. The only thing that really worried me was the ether. There is nothing in the world more helpless and irresponsible and depraved than a man in the depths of an ether binge. –Raoul Duke
It is hard to shed anything but crocodile tears over White House speechwriter Patrick Buchanan's tragic analysis of the Nixon debacle. "It's like Sisyphus," he said. "We rolled the rock all the way up the mountain...and it rolled right back down on us...." Neither Sisyphus nor the commander of the Light Brigade nor Pat Buchanan had the time or any real inclination to question what they were doing...a martyr, to the bitter end, to a "flawed" cause and a narrow, atavistic concept of conservative politics that has done more damage to itself and the country in less than six years than its liberal enemies could have done in two or three decades. -Hunter S. Thompson
