oh jesus there is so much to respond to here
A.) learn the definition of emo, kids
B.) ctk495, what you have is a kiddie crush on a girl which is probably going to go nowhere. You can try getting to know her, but if you are too shy you should pursue a girl you feel less intimidated by. Might not be the one you consider the "one" but if you pick someone who is genuinely interesting it would probably benefit you greatly. You'd be upping your skills/confidence while making a great friend who will help shape who you are.
C.) trust me you don't want a life that isn't "boring". I keep getting sucked into sketchy business and I hate it and I keep making failed attempts at staying out of it. When you got cops accusing you of felonies you didn't commit the day after you you had a near death experience, you honestly would want that boring life back.
[2:08:58 am] Moongoddess256: being asian makes you naturally good at ddr
[2:09:22 am] gnizmo: its a weird genetic thing
[2:09:30 am] gnizmo: goes back to hunting giant crabs in feudal Japan
