Here's what I just sporked from Wikipedia.
Repetitive behaviors or mental acts that the person feels driven to perform in response to an obsession, or according to rules that must be applied rigidly.
Maybe that means rituals. Maybe I just misinterperted it.
But I think I do have OCD though.
8 Months Ago I would wash my hands over 50 times a day. If I touched any part of my body that was open skin and not my hands (like my legs or upper arms or face) I had to wash my hands because I thought they were contaminated. Then I got dermatitis which is raw, red hands. I had to get a cream for them. It took a couple of weeks to get better.
Today I don't have that problem anymore. I had to train myself that it was fine to touch open skin. It took a couple months but now I don't have that anymore. But now when I do wash my hands (After going to the bathroom. That's it really.), I have to wash in a certain order and for a certain amount of time or they don't feel clean. I won't like touch anything at all until they feel clean.
Is that OCD? Because I'm almost sure it is. I have just learned to control it so now I don't have severe or extreme OCD. But I still think those compulsions I have listed are related to my OCD.
Kimi wa ne tashika ni ano toki watashi no soba ni ita
Itsudatte itsudatte itsudatte
Sugu yoko de waratteita
Nakushitemo torimodosu kimi wo
I will never leave you







