Immersiveunreality on 25 August 2019
You live in regret with the past and thats fine until your todays wife is the victim of it, it is understandable why she is suspicious of all those unneeded calls that can be avoided and if you go into defense that hard whenever she has a problem with it then it might even strengthen her belief that she needs to be untrusthy of you.
Do not damage what you build up with her just for pride,not worth it.
