No worries. To be honest I need to speak of her more so I can get over her. Keeping feelings bottled up and trying to deal with them isn't a good way of doing it.

Eh, so-so. I wouldn't say I like my life nor can I say that I hate it. I really don't like the fact that my parents can't save up money to get a family car so I can finally learn to drive, 2 years later than all of my friends did despite being the eldest. It's almost impossible to get a job for some odd reason and I have university coming up this year. Although I am excited for University and got 5 offers I am dreading moving on from my friends but hopefully we'll keep in contact. And in June I am going to have to sit about 10-15 exams thanks to my apalling grades last year. Overall I'd say that it's beginning to lean towards the "shit" spectrum as my mother forced to do Physics, a subject I absolutely fucking loathe, yet I can't fail due to the fact that all of my university offers require all of my subjects to be at least C grade. Apparently I'll "thank her later". Like fuck I will.

Yeah, it does help to talk about it. Howdid she die BTW?

An accident, there was an incident at a hospital in Ukraine. She's from there and had returned there a while earlier for family reasons. She and her younger sister were both involved. 

Sorry to hear that. Did she suffer, or was it quick and painless?

I'd would hope for the former, she survived the incident but died later. Her and her sister.

I like my life now than a year ago. Last year I weighed 305 pounds and now I currently weigh 212 pounds. Besides that I have great parents and siblings and my 2 friends I have are awesome too. My life is OK I guess.

93 pounds in a year? Well done, thats some really nice work.

I have the opposite problem, I need to put ON more weight, according to my BMI I'm about 10lbs underweight. It doesn't help that I barely have any muscle. Trying to bulk up over the next few months whilst I train for a half-marathon I'm doing in 3 weeks time.

I am alive and so life is great!