- A 32 year old male gamer
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- Joined on February 7th 2008, last online on 07 October 2020.
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Hey man, I just want to apologize.
Quarantine has allowed me to think of a lot of random shit from over the years, and I finally remembered my VgChartz password (I didn't have access to the email)
I created an apology thread about 7 years ago publicly I think, but I don't think I ever apologized to you personally.
Idk if you remember, but I wrote a bunch of horrible anti-gay shit on VGC when I was in HS and I can't believe how fucking stupid I was.
Some of it was trolling but a lot of it I actually believed, and I was a dumbass kid regurgitating dumbass beliefs my mother gave me without questioning them. I was fucking brainwashed.
After I got out on my own I was able to question my beliefs and discover who I am - and I'm pretty horrified and disgusted at the shit I was saying. I don't even believe in god anymore. I went from being an anti-gay right-wing Christian fundamentalist, to a left-wing socialist atheist LGBTQ+ ally.
I totally deserved all the shit you threw my way. I was a fucking asshole. The only thing you'll be disappointed in is that I wasn't some self-hating gay dude all along as your prophesized. I was just a fucking moron with misdirected anger.
I don't even necessarily expect you to accept my apology. I'm not entitled to some sort of forgiveness from a random internet stranger.
Anyway, I was already planning on nuking this account; I just figured this was my last chance to pen an apology beforehand - before I close the chapter - so to speak.
Best of luck,
You still alive, pal?
Nice to see you sounding more seasoned as a person. Welcome back home.
Your last ever post. Now wonder you left. It's been a tough gen for you guys.
Scalebound, Quantum Break, ReCore, Gears of War 4, Forza Horizon 3, Crackdown 3 and Sea of Thieves baby".
just wanted to say sorry for the bs that happened couple years back. I didn't know why you were so blood thirsty for JL unity talk. JL came at a time when guys like me needed hope for Wii U. Like you said, he should have owned up to his mistakes. At the time I had faith in his assumptions and didn't like your tone negative pressure. Sorry for loosing my cool. Just wanted to say that. That's all.
Man, you need to come back, place is more dull without you!
bruhhh come back~
I always did wonder why you had really attractive avatars...