Like I said, if it pops into your head you just have to push it out with other thoughts. It's called will power and people do it all the time.
It's taboo because it's wrong and you know it.
We aren't talking about gay people that have adult consensual sex. We are talking about sexual fantasies involving children, innocent children. The two have nothing in common. Gay guilt is nothing like what you are feeling. Children are innocent and you know it's wrong to think of them sexually.
You don't need sex like you need air, water or food. Don't be so dramatic. If you can't do it without thinking about children then don't do it at all. Alcoholics can't drink without drinking too much so they have to quite cold turkey and never drink again. Sometimes they fall off the wagon and have to start over. It's very possible to live a happy life without any sex at all. You don't have to do that if you work on your issues though.
I didn't say you had taken away any child's innocence. I said your fantasies show your desire to corrupt their innocence. Fantasizing about raping a child is something you should seek counseling for.
I will say this again, no good can come from fantasying about children. If you came here to justify your feelings it's only because deep down you know it's wrong and you wanted to convince people to agree with you. I don't blame you for having desires, that's not your fault. I'm saying you have to control them which is very possible with work and help. Get the help, do the work, stop thinking about children.
Gay guilt IS *exactly* the same feeling. I've had both gay guilt and pedo guilt. They feel the same.
I said very clearly little girls are once every 5 faps or so... I don't need to think about it, it's an occasional craving.
My desire to corrupt their innocence. How about no? I have no desire to do that. That's why I will *never* molesting kids. For christs sake, if you read carefully, you WOULD KNOW that I WAS MOLESTED. I know that feel. Why would I ever give that feel to a kid? I DO NOT automatically feel sexual towards every little girl. Same thing with adults.I HAVE MORALS, IT WAS IN THE PRECURSOR POINTS.
No bad can come from age play or fantasies if I make sure to keep it fantasy. I don't need help. I need an outlet, and I have two. Fantasizing and age play.