Not sure if I have an actual phobia. I cannot stand a good amount of spiders but not all of them. Small spiders and long leg spiders are cute. Any other spider up close, dangerous or not, would probably give me a heart attack. Probably does not count as phobia.
I do have a lot of rational fears though, which is why I stay away from most dangers like electricity, heights, venomous animals, obviously violent humans etc.
That's why I always have a good laugh when people get hurt by intentionally getting themselves into dangerous situations.
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