Sorry about your "crying" but I find it difficult to be sorry for you when you have things that most people will never have the joy of owning.
EDIT: Okay so I just read all of your responses after the main OP. How do I put this... You don't have ADHD, at least I'm 99% sure based on how you react and respond to things. You might be a bit OCD, but who isn't. Your main problem, in my opinion, is a short fuse and emotional issues. You likely don't like to hear negative things about you, possibly due to a low self-esteem. That's why you constantly brag and bring up your "success" in life in order to compensate how alone you actually feel.
I think you need to relax. Like literally. Take a day (you're currently banned so hope you read this) and put away all the worldly possessions. Your millionaire girlfriend, your friends, video games, just take a day for yourself and find something that makes you happy and relaxed. If you're religious, I recommend finding a good and organized church program to get involved in. If not, try volunteering in the community.
Helping others often helps yourself. You'd be surprised what it can do.
My final piece of advice; since you do seem to have a short fuse (get angry quick) you might want to avoid these types of discussions on the internet forums. It's probably the worst place to share! People here say whatever the fuck they want without worrying about anything.
I hope you find guidence in your life man. Just remember, it isn't about how successful you are, but how happy that success ultimately makes you.
Duces.
Currently own:
- Ps4
Currently playing: Witcher 3, Walking Dead S1/2, GTA5, Dying Light, Tomb Raider Remaster, MGS Ground Zeros
