I only had one pseudo relationship with a douche who still owes me money to this day and never bothered to pay me back. We met in july 2009 and broke up in November 2009. I hated everything about him, I only loved him because I was desperate after years of waiting,he is 7 years older than me. He was my first proper date actually...
My second "date" was with an Egyptian man who comes yearly once or twice to Jordan. We met twice, 2 days in a row (novemeber 2010), he had to leave back to Egypt on the third day. We had dinner at 10 pm, talked and walked till 4 am. We skyped heavily for 2 months but the mutual interest had to die eventually. Long distance sucks :/
He txted last night saying he is coming on wed. I am not sure what's going to happen but I hope we get to kiss once at least lol.
After the douche dumped me (2009) I had several careless sexual encounters with strangers. Last month the obsession took over me and I was 100% positive that I carry HIV in my blood. Took the test last week and I got the results on sat. Thank God I am clean.... and I've learned my lesson.
EDIT: great thread seece! I only have one gay friend who doesn't know that I am gay so this is a good chance for me to share 
