I feel like I have missed something ^_^
1) I gave over the years argumented opinions;
2) for not being a sheep and having (mod words) "controversial" tastes XBE members start to hate me, Jay leads the pack seconded by versus the evil;
3) I start to be reported by many, not sure by who exactly because reporting in my back is the coolest thing ever, I guess.
3.5) I'm not part of XBE anymore.
4) true to my convictions I don't change, I dislike being fake above anything. I end up being banned "to calm down and be less negative".
4.5) I lose all my hope in the quality of the moderation.
5) I end up not caring anymore, I tried to be a positive user (quality wise) just to be banned for being negative and having a prestige taste, can't be any other way, I'm not a clown.
More or less this.