It's not often that I ask for advice because I feel like I know everything but right now I'm not sure what to do.
Basically, I met a lady a long time ago, fell in love, got engaged and had a child. Unfortunately for us, I hadn't had a lot of relationships at the time. She was probably my third girlfriend ever--roughly six months after my first girlfriend ever! But I digress.
A couple of years later, I became a cop. Awesome job. Lots of responsibility and respect. What I didn't expect was that women would practically throw themselves at me. I cheated. A lot. As a result, I lost her. Lesson learned.
Fast forward to today.
Despite the fact that I pretty much ruined our future, my ex still found reasons to stay in contact with me. Constant contact. I mean, we have a kid so that's going to happen. She calls TOO MUCH, though. Who can blame her? I'm a likeable guy... Well, i quit being a whore, five years ago met a beautiful lady and married her in 2016. She's awesome in every way. Couldn't find a better woman if I tried. My ex keeps calling. Nothing I've said or done can stop her from calling almost every day!
A few days ago, my ex called to tell me about my daughter. My daughter and I are chose and talk all the time but my ex still feels the need to call. This time my wife got pissed off. As a result, I felt attacked (and I deserved to be) so I got pissed off. We had just bought a new house and haven't yet sold our old house. I grabbed some stuff, walked out the front door and haven't been back. I've been staying in the old house.
I am too proud to call. Haven't replied to any texts. I'm pretty much acting like I died. Meanwhile I'm in this house with zero appliances, furniture, etc. I'm on a fucking air mattress watching movies on a tablet for fuck's sake! I'm starving over here! And I'm lonely. I like being in love and right now I don't have that.
Yeah, that's a lot to unpack. Let's begin.