You know what guys, I tend to have a horrible tendency to have the negatives outweigh the positives. But you know what? I just had a dream, an interesting one if I must say, of those who have been there for me and who have tried to help me/stick with me. There have been people that have done so much for me, and I just dismiss it all because I'm way too pre-occupied with what isn't going my way or with who isn't fond of me. That's just so unfair of them, and while I was obviously aware of the damage it was doing beforehand, I guess I am more vulnerable in my dreams. Instead of playing the victim and focusing on the wrongs, I need to focus more on those who have helped me and have been there for me, or else I could lose them too.