If you're really worried about yourself right now, it might not be the best time to start a family, bc you wont be your best any way you look at it.  See a counselor.

perhaps I should go and see a shrink,maybe whats wrong with me can be fixed if I discuss it with someone with experience in such a field.

I do appreciate the feedback I have received, if nothing else it has made me see that im not some kind of psycho, I just have some serious problems I need to discuss with a professional

You need someone else in your life. Do you feel alone? You don't have any siblings? Perhaps get a girlfriend?

Ur a deep thinker which is an good trait. Everyone is broken in some respects. Ur fine "not that it matters to u at theend of the day"

Lastly, I wanted to say that whether broken or not, it doesn't really matter. The important thing is having the best life possible, bc in the end we're all competing against ourselves. What my friends do is irrelevant to my own life. And having a happy life is difficult, sone of us need some extra help. That's fine, and if you're one of those people, well, it takes a big man to say that.

Just be honest and dont worry about feeling ashamed when you find a therapist, they aren't there to judge and if anything, having one is a luxury. Also, be as upfront as possible, bc a lot of these disorders sound really similar but it's just bad intel that you can't take advantage of, if you're misdiagnosed, so be honest... Good luck, this is my last post here, I'm going to go troll somewhere now. And let us know when you get it all figured out.

I don't know... There are some people that have the same thoughts. I guess you should try to keep those thoughts out of your head as best as you can. If you can't, oh well. You could also try to bond more with the people in your life, or meet new people (Doesn't have to be a woman. It can be a friend)

You sound just like me two years ago.


The solution for me was to not hang around people I dislike on a daily basis. Graduating fixed this issue.

You might have a personality disorder such as schizoid personality, autism or psychopath.

lol this was so freaking funny.

I think you should think of it like this. Everyone is flawed but if you dwell on the negativity of yourself then everyone else will seem like their lives are going very smoothly which is probably not the case. It sounds like you're too accustomed to losing people that you seem to feel it's a common occurrence. Articulate how you're feeling to the ones closest to you, they probably feel that you're slipping away from them.

And always keep yourself occupied at the moment, any chance to overthink might affect you and if you're out there doing the things you love or trying out new things then maybe it'll break the shackles holding you back in life.