I hope everything goes well, wishing you the best. It may not be easy, but try to keep a positive attitude.

Stay strong Curl! Talk with someone if need, let it all out and dont have it locked up inside you.

Thanks so much, all of you.

I don't wanna post here too much as I'm trying to keep myself distracted, but I really appreciate the kind words. You guys are awesome.

(And yes, in spite of my current frustrations, I do try to bear in mind how lucky I am to have the level of health care we enjoy here)

I hope you can keep your chin up. When I get to worrying I ask myself what good the worrying will do and the answer is normally "no good". It doesn't always make it easier to knock it the fuck off but sometimes it does.
Thanks for keeping us updated, you have many people here that are pulling for you.

It must be hard to not obsess over something like that (and surely as a high sensitive person) but you seem wise in how you react,keep standing above it!

Damn, that's rough. I hope the operation works out for you. I understand that the anxiety hits hard, but if you need to vent we're definitely on your side

Hey bro, I just wanted to take a moment to say my best wishes are with you during this incredibly difficult time! 

Rooting for you curl! I had a tumor scare in 2007, and had to have two surgeries to remove it. It's been so long now, I had hardly remember it. I know you'll pull through.

Good luck curl!

Stay positive, hope everything turns out well for you.