Back in 2015 I joined a community site. She was the owner, even if she was just a young girl back then.

We talked about TV, movies, music... I still remember when she was looking for a new avatar, and I send her a image from the main character of Ib. She loved it, even if she was not into gaming.

She loved to read stories. I loved to write. I would send her my stories, and she would read, and says she loved it, even if they were not that good at all.

We had some fights. Some stupid fights. But that would be my fault. Well, mostly my fault.

Sometimes, the site would be empty, but I could still find her online. It looks like she really loved her website. Well, I loved it too.

I once wrote a new story... She was the main character. We posted it on the site, and everybody praised it. Maybe I wrote really well... Maybe she was the perfect character.

She was really happy to help other people in the site. But the truth is that she had depression. Some days she would not eat at all. She was always complaining about headaches...

She would disappear from the website from time to time. A few months ago, she had disappeared again.

Tonight, a friend of mine, who was also a member in the site, called me on Twitter. He told me he had some sad news.

Her family contacted the members from the site, and stated that she had passed away.

Unfortunately, she will never talk to me again.

She will never read my stories again.

As for me... I don't know what my next steps will be

Thanks for reading and sorry my bad english.

I could never find the right words for these kind of situations. My condolences.

Sorry for your loss. Death is never easy to deal with.

what site was it?

I am sorry for your loss.
In time the pain will go away, mostly.

A brazilian site that was more like a small community. Sorry, I don't want to give details because they are at a shock right now.

She was younger than me... Hard to believe it happened...

My condolences.

I am extremely sorry to hear that. It's going to be confusing and painful for you for awhile. You'll think about them all the time, you'll miss them, you'll remember them at the oddest moments. That's the way it goes. It hurts, it hurt a lot. You've got to keep living, though, you've got to keep moving into the future, because you carry their memory with you. You are a part of their mark on this world. Fight for that, because it's worth it.

I'm very sorry for your loss. I can understand how hard it is for you. Last year I've suddenly lost my closest friend who I had known for half of my life. Stay strong! Feel free to send me a PM if you want to talk.

Sorry for your loss. I can empathize. Back in 2010 an online buddy of mine (IGN Boards) passed away and I didn’t think it would hit me the way it had. My sincerest condolences.