I won most of my fights and got booted from school at 16, I did not just quit I was forced out and the realisation I had no future hit home.
Aggression and violence is all I have ever known through out my life and every day I have had to struggle.
My plan was simple, I could rise up to become the top dog and that would increase my popularity but it never worked out.
Being popular is the only thing that mattered and is all that I wanted and I believed fighting my way to the top would make me popular but it was a losing strategy.
At school the popular sport jocks got the girls, nerdy/freak guys go home alone.
I never got over not fitting in at high school and being the freak/outsider.

I am a self diagnosed Autistic: 10 years ago I read the definition on Wikipedia and within a minute I labeled myself as Autistic.
I have no official diagnosis of Autism and I doubt that term fits because an IQ below 70 and low functioning are required to be Autistic.
There is a debate that high functioning Autism is real or not!
If you can talk, have average/above average intelligence and high functioning, you are just socially awkward and no need for a label that makes you weird.

Sorry but that's just not true. "High functioning" autism (besides being an obsolete label, it's ASD level 1-3 now) is absolutely real and just because you can talk and have average/above average intelligence, that doesn't negate the fundamental differences in the way our brains operate vs those who are non-autistic. In fact, people with "high functioning" autism can often struggle more in life than those who are "lower functioning", as there is less support available for them and they are more likely to compare themselves unfavorably with those who are not autistic rather than simply living in their own world and being happy with that.

Not true at all,i think you live in the past with that statement but it surely is not correct.

The self diagnoses part is not concerning to you at all?

I do find it concerning, though unfortunately it is very common, I just found the suggestion that "it's debatable if high functioning autism is even real" more alarming.

If you seeked for help and stopped caring so much about what others said, you'd do massively better.

OK HERE ARE THE MAIN INCONSISTENCIES SO FAR IN THIS THREAD

1) You say you are happy to be single, but yet you aren't.

2) You say you got kicked out of school at 16 for fighting, yet somehow you got a commerce degree? how do you get one without completing year 11 and 12?

3) You say you don't want to be beaten up in a pub but yet you claim to be this king of the ring that was a lean mean fighting machine. Surely you can handle yourself then.

4) You are on a Centerlink disability pension, how did you get on it? If you are self diagnosed to be autistic they would not accept that. It would need to be in writing from a doctor.

5) You say you were on pills but again, if you are self diagnoses why wold the doctor give you any? Happy Pills perhaps?

How about beeing Fed Up of seeing the Same Body over and over again?

We are conditioned to give as much sperm as possible and since a DNA rewriting Takes about 100k years, we would Need about 110k of Christian Like releationships to Change that. But we are still somewhere in the ice age with our dna.

Thats why you cant See Any difference in feminism. Not a real difference. Sure men and Woman should have the Same payment and human rights but thats all you can get from the our human DNA. The DNA is still conditioned to Push the man to give the Woman AS many bananas AS possible and in Return He wants a possible Partner for the reproduction. 

In short, Woman still love men with money. And mens want to bang AS much As possible. Its Not me saying this. Its science. If you dont believe in science Go and worship the Pope so that He brings Back the dark ages.

I completed Year 11 and took 2 years off and then did year 12 and 2 years completed advanced diploma at TAFE and later on 2 years at university and completed a Commerce Degree in Accounting/Finance.
I do not have to discuss my mental health issues, a lot more than self diagnosed Autism. Unless you are a psychiatrist or a therapist, there is no need to discuss my mental health issues with you.
I stopped taking medications because of the health issues like weight gain. I have been on anti-psychotics and various anti-depressants. They did not work well with alcohol so I quit taking them.

You brought up your self diagnosis.

You are right I am no expert, that is why I questioned the self diagnosis in a harsh way as you are not an expert, just a google diagnosis. The point I am trying to make is you should go seek professional help, get diagnosed correctly. They may be able to set you on the right path if they know exactly what is happening.  Atm you are assuming the worst case scenario. 

Even with your medication, tell them the side effects and then they can tweak dosages or switch it up. As an example, I knwo someone one with high blood pressure. Every common pill caused other side effects. Eventually they narrowed it down to a one not so common drug used to treat it. Now the blood pressure is under controlled with no major side effects.