Update: Axumblade did finally write back and has graciously agreed to work with me. I will leave this post up for others to read though.

I wrote this letter below to Auxumblade--who locked my last--post and CGI Quality. I also thought it may help you guys understand me and my motives better. CGI Quality was nice enough to respond with a short reply, but Auxumblade didn't bother. I start with "You must have missed this". I was referring to the update that I added to my thread to help calm ppl and show that I wasn't just bashing Nintendo. My thread got unfairly blocked anyway. Here is the letter I sent:

You must have missed this...

from niceguygameplayer, to CGI-Quality 1 day ago

Update: please do not make a big deal about my Nintendo comments. They are just my opinions. This is how I feel, but I'm open to being wrong too. Thanks.

That was added to my post to calm things. I called MS desperate too, but there are obviously many Nintendo faithful here. I am in no way blinded by hatred. My anger toward Nintendo abandoning Wii U has subsided. I have accepted the reality of what they did. I don't like it, but I have accepted it. I'm no longer in a rage. I'm calm.

That said, I was just giving my honest thoughts. Don't you think a 25 minute Nintendo Direct is lazy and cheap when Microsoft just made a long and pretty impressive live conference!? MS put work into that! I did not expect MS to do that well. I plan to speak highly of them in my next post, and I'm not even a MS fan. I am fair. If Nintendo somehow manages to surprise me and prove me wrong, I will admit it. As for Sony, I am very disappointed at how they did not keep supporting Vita. Also, I think they should have PS1PS2 classics on PS4.

I am a critic. It's what I do best. You guys do not understand me. I am lightly autistic. They used to call it Aspergers Syndrome. So I focus on a few things intensely, instead of many things moderately or lightly. I have a strong sense of right and wrong. I have almost a fascination about sales numbers too. Which is why I chose this site. My anger at Nintendo was solely spurred by how they instantly killed Wii U and brought out Switch with very overpriced accessories. I felt that both were wrong against their fan base. I obsessed on those for awhile and moved on. So I don't have this ongoing agenda to destroy Nintendo.

I then learned that Nintendo was skipping E3--for the most part--and doing a cheap, short direct. I feel that it is a poor move considering the huge success of Switch. I feel they owe better to their fans. Maybe I should have chosen softer words to describe things in my post, but (as in real life) I'm a blunt and open, honest book. That too is another symptom of my autism. I almost never lie or sugarcoat what I say. I'm terrible at it. And I feel wrong if I don't say the truth or what I think is the truth. If I find out I'm wrong about something, I usually apologize and admit my mistake.

I hope this sheds some light on myself. I am no troll. I'm not trying to anger ppl. I really am a nice guy. I just don't have a good filter when I'm being a critic. BTW, I have owned an NES, SNES--my favorite Nintendo system--Gameboy Advance SP, GameCube, DS Lite, Gameboy Player for Gamecube, and a Wii that I returned because it was broken.

BrOkEn THrEAd already

LoCkeD

the letter

" please do not make a big deal about my Nintendo comments. They are just my opinions. This is how I feel, but I'm open to being wrong too. Thanks.

That was added to my post to calm things. I called MS desperate too, but there are obviously many Nintendo faithful here. I am in no way blinded by hatred. My anger toward Nintendo abandoning Wii U has subsided. I have accepted the reality of what they did. I don't like it, but I have accepted it. I'm no longer in a rage. I'm calm. 

That said, I was just giving my honest thoughts. Don't you think a 25 minute Nintendo Direct is lazy and cheap when Microsoft just made a long and pretty impressive live conference!? MS put work into that! I did not expect MS to do that well. I plan to speak highly of them in my next post, and I'm not even a MS fan. I am fair. If Nintendo somehow manages to surprise me and prove me wrong, I will admit it. As for Sony, I am very disappointed at how they did not keep supporting Vita. Also, I think they should have PS1PS2 classics on PS4. 

I am a critic. It's what I do best. You guys do not understand me. I am lightly autistic. They used to call it Aspergers Syndrome. So I focus on a few things intensely, instead of many things moderately or lightly. I have a strong sense of right and wrong. I have almost a fascination about sales numbers too. Which is why I chose this site. My anger at Nintendo was solely spurred by how they instantly killed Wii U and brought out Switch with very overpriced accessories. I felt that both were wrong against their fan base. I obsessed on those for awhile and moved on. So I don't have this ongoing agenda to destroy Nintendo. 

I then learned that Nintendo was skipping E3--for the most part--and doing a cheap, short direct. I feel that it is a poor move considering the huge success of Switch. I feel they owe better to their fans. Maybe I should have chosen softer words to describe things in my post, but (as in real life) I'm a blunt and open, honest book. That too is another symptom of my autism. I almost never lie or sugarcoat what I say. I'm terrible at it. And I feel wrong if I don't say the truth or what I think is the truth. If I find out I'm wrong about something, I usually apologize and admit my mistake. 

I hope this sheds some light on myself. I am no troll. I'm not trying to anger ppl. I really am a nice guy. I just don't have a good filter when I'm being a critic. BTW, I have owned an NES, SNES--my favorite Nintendo system--Gameboy Advance SP, GameCube, DS Lite, Gameboy Player for Gamecube, and a Wii that I returned because it was broken."

Took it out of the broken code of your post...

There's too much moderation on this site, as always.

It's still very legible. Shenglong just got dragon punched! ;)

Axumblade you are so heartless :P

Fair play to CGI for responding!

And fair play to you for being open about your condition!

Agreed. It seems like there are as many moderators as members. I understand that open hateful insults to other members are going too far, but being punished for saying what you think about a game company seems to be going too far. I never insult other members. I do criticize game companies when I feel it is right though. I do so in defense of other game players on here, that I feel the big game companies are taking advantage of, but they misunderstand me. I'm not personally insulting anyone. 

I really think that less moderators and more writers, creators, and especially staff to update the charts more often is what is needed. 

Out of curiosity (assuming that your comments were made before the Nintendo Spotlight, how do you feel now about the content of the direct?

Thank you! It is a little hard for me to admit that, but I though it might help. I hope I don't get labled mentally handicapped though. I'm not. It's very light autism. Not like Rain Man. 

And yeah, I appreciate CGI quality responding, even if it was very short. I basically poured my heart out to Axumblade and got nothing.