I... I knew it. I knew it.

When I said that I want to be a mod to help you out because there aren't enough of you, I was told to wait for the next round of applications. I had even asked for an honest opinion and I was told by a head mod that I "would be a great mod" and all that. When I had submitted my application, I was talked to in a way that suggested that I had an actual chance. But what made me suspicious were all those moderations that I received for convenient reasons. It looked too much like a setup to get what you needed to have to tell me off, yet you still tried to lead me on all this time, only to crush the little hopes I had. And to top it all off, this was supposed to be a round of mod applications where anyone who is good enough would become a mod, yet I still didn't make it.

If you did it because of all the suffering I brought to this community over the years, then I can sort of understand why did it, but that doesn't make it any less cruel. I mean, it wasn't just that I got banned repeatedly. I had various people post on my wall to mock me. super6646 bragged about his ban-free streak while I got banned time and time again. Barozi went even further with the insults. He said... he said that I should play Final Fantasy XIII.