Im not sure if you're trolling me or not. I have no desire to kill people or hurt them, in fact I would say sometimes the opposite, but random people. Not those I should care about, such as seeing people suffering (random people)  that does make me feel hurt and remorse, I even donated to charities because of it. But when I look at those I should feel that affection for, its lost, I cant find it.

I have even looked at people and thought what would they look like if I peeled all their skin back, see the real them, but I would never act on such a thought, I go out of my way to block it from my mind.

My parents divorced when I was young, and though I went on to live with my Dad the relationship is somewhat strained. Could that be the cause im my lack of feelings for those close to me?

I should have just edited my first comment. What I was saying was you sound like the character from Dexter except minus the impulse to kill (In the show he has no feelings for anybody and just pretends to immitate emotions that most people find normal) Except he has the urge to kill that he can't control. 

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1. Yes it means that youre human, and thankfully, not a sociopath.  Those are the only people that I find it hard to sympathize with.

2.  So you think about peeling people s skin back to see the real person? That's the kind of off the wall shit somebody with schizophrenia would say, and.people with schizophrenia dont want  a lot of social interaction, so..

@Zisbest-- hey the dude is worried about himself, it's betyer that he ignores you and gets some help.  The devil that you know is always weaker than the one you don't.  In fact im gonna report you and ask for you to be banned if you keep telling him that it's no big deal.

it makes me feel sad that I dont feel things towards those closest to me by blood that I should. I dont know why, and it scares me, they are the ones I should feel closest too but I feel totally detached from them.

I dont think im schizoid (if I ever thought I could hurt someone else the first place I would go is the police station and hand myself in), though I guess if I was I would say that anyway, I just feel broken becuase I cant feel for them.

my best friend, who's child I am the god father too and have known for 20 years+ if he died tomorrow, I wouldnt bat an eye lid to it, and I SHOULD it should mean something to me... but it just doesnt and I dont know why

You have the potentials to be a serial killer.

well thanks, I think,  but the last thing I want to do is hurt anyone else. If anything the opposite, I want to feel for them

Maybe having your own family can help? I mean a Wife and kids. If that doesn't make you feel for somebody then I don't know what to say.

maybe I could go meet a girl and sart my own family, but what if im wrong? what if that doesnt solve my problems? I dont want so put my problems onto someone else should I do that. I dont want them to feel so detached as I do, and what if I did that and still didnt feel towards them as I should?