http://www.infidels.org/library/modern/testimonials/matthies.html
You all should check out this page. I thought it was interesting and was thinking you all would feel the same. Here's a short snip of the page.
"...This is the "short version" of why I choose agnosticism. Unbeknownst to many theists, I did not arrive at this choice on a whim. In fact, I have spent more time and suffered more angst researching this decision than "most" theists ever put into their beliefs. Also, I feel a logical God that "knows everything there ever was or will be" would have foreseen this grand calamity. Considering that I am created flawed and inferior, finding belief in said God should not be this hard! I should not need to have a PhD in religious studies or be able to read Hebrew, Greek, and Latin in order to figure out if a God exists. A perfect and all knowing God should have made it so that even the proverbial "village idiot" should be able to find Him--and that is clearly not the case. Regardless, if said God holds this against me then so be it! I gave it my best shot and at present I feel it's unanswerable, hence agnosticism."
And here's another paragraph I thought was interesting. It was actually written by Samuel Clemens, but it did a great job at voicing what I & the author had a hard time expressing.
"...a God who could make good children as easily a bad, yet preferred to make bad ones; who could have made every one of them happy, yet never made a single happy one; who made them prize their bitter life, yet stingily cut it short; who gave his angels eternal happiness unearned, yet required his other children to earn it; who gave his angels painless lives, yet cursed his other children with biting miseries and maladies of mind and body; who mouths justice, and invented hell--mouths mercy, and invented hell--mouths Golden Rules and forgiveness multiplied by seventy times seven, and invented hell; who mouths morals to other people, and has none himself; who frowns upon crimes, yet commits them all; who created man without invitation, then tries to shuffle the responsibility for man's acts upon man, instead of honorably placing it where it belongs, upon himself; and finally, with altogether divine obtuseness, invites his poor abused slave to worship him!"
You guys should check it out!