ECT is the "electric shock" treatment (ECT stands for  "electro-convulsive therapy). It's come a long way from what it used to be just a few decades ago, but it's still not a dream treatment. Trust your doctors, as I'm sure they know much better than I do what course of treatment you should be on.

I know what you're talking about with feeling like you're going crazy. When you're depressed you really cannot think logically. Just remember, it gets better.

Now i am sad. Three exams next week. =(

not, not sad.

Now i am angry.I just burnt my fingers.But at least a (ex)friend of mine is laughing at me. So if he would be a member of this site he could post that he feels kind of happy.

I am very happy today :).

I guess i'm happy, but deep in my heart i know that i'm not. I don't understand how one can be happy with Life. Life is too sorrowful and sad for me to be truly happy. There so much unnecessary death, starving, hate, pain, etc going on for me to be actually happy with my life. But this is because i believe my Life is the whole world i live in rather than what's going on with me. If i were a selfish man than mybe i would be happy. But how could i be happy if i were selfish?

So basically in these past 2 minutes i've come to the conclusion that i'm at peace within my soul, but not happy, or depressed (sad). I'm just peaceful, not to much worry, not to much pain, not to much joy, and not to much gladness. I'm at rest.

Right now I have a huge smile on my face and I have no clue why. Like last week I felt like shit about myself and for some reason, now i'm happy. W\e i'm not complaining.. it's better to be happy than feeling down. Always make the best of the worst.

i'm happy, i just ate and i'm playin Zelda:TWW

Sad, I wrote an essay, built a MT car, & got in a fight with my parents, all in one day. I'm sad & exhausted. :(

Funny enough I am 26(and obviously the oldest I have been) and I am having the best year of my life. Partying, gaming, hanging out with friends and acquaintances, drinking. Its amazing this year is better than my college years. I could use a chick right now but otherwise I am great.My creed is:

"Every day above ground is a good day"
-Frank in Scarface