Yah that'll do it

Microsoft's Gballzack strikes again. Reported.

@konnichiwa 

Wow. I thought Belgium was one of the most progressive-thinking countries on Earth (I have never been over there, just from what I've read) sorry that you have cro magnon people over there too :(

Apparently, a videogame forum is the right place for me to vent, so here goes.....

I used to be the most upstanding person you could ever meet. No smoking. No drinking. No sex. Nothing. Just a good hearted videogame nerd. Back in 1992, I fell in love with a girl named Penny. I spent every waking moment dreaming of her, and what life with her would be. I pined for her for at least a year before I told her how I felt. To my suprise, she told me that she loved me too!

I live in a small town. There was no future here. I enlisted in the Air-Force so that I could start the foundation for "our" lives. I shipped off on April 6, 1995. Penny didn't see me off when I left. Basic training was tough. I was so naive, and STILL a virgin. Penny never wrote me, but everytime a challenge presented itself, I used her as my inspiration to get me through. Eventually, I got injured. Broke both bones in my left leg--tore right through the skin. I got a medical separation from the military after about 1 year of service. I was still loyal to this girl whom I never saw, and rarely heard from. When I got home, Penny was pregnant. I was still a virgin. Why did she keep telling me she loved me? What had I done wrong? I was loyal. I wrote her often. I gave her money. I loved her? I was a fool.

I tried to commit suicide. I wasn't very good at it. It took me another couple years before I could trust a girl again. I finally found a girl I thought I could love when I was 21. It was 1998....but the damage is done. We've been together for almost a decade. So many people wish they could have the life we live. But they don't know the half.

I'm a whore. I have a good girl who trusts me, and believes that I am good. In a lot of ways, I am. Still, everytime I get the opportunity, I am cheating on her. Black girls. White girls. As young as 18. As old as 40. I make them love me. Part of me thinks I love them. I sell them (and myself) a dream, and then I break their hearts. What girl doesn't want a handsome, athletic, take charge, police officer like me? I read people for a living. I become whatever they want. Then I leave them before they leave me.

And there are days when I park my car someplace very quiet, and cry, and cry. I've hurt a lot of good girls because I let one girl hurt me back when I was too young to know what love was. Now, my soul is so black. So, who wants to play Super Mario Galaxy?


*and as for Penny, she gave birth to a mentally handicapped little boy. The guy she screwed was heavy into drugs, I later learned. Hell, I arrested him. She now has 4 children by 3 different men. She's tried to get back with me since then. I can't even stand to look at her. How did I let someone like that have so much power over me?

Prepare yourself for a heavy hit. You definitely can't date with black and white girls as young as 18 and as old as 40. And definitely you aren't athletic

Being in the most progressive county in the world doesn't matter if everyone you live by is from other jerkass countries.

Once upon a time, I was heart broken.

Live moves on. The end.

Situation you've related definitely sucks but... I think the Spanish guy was pretty selfish. This girl wasn't for him though. Decision to postpone sex until marriage should be always a decision of both sides. People have different tempers and something not so important for you may be very important for sombody else. I'm far from being on the whores side but in this case he has to blame himself at least partially. You've mentioned he's a sensitive guy - maybe she doesn't know how to quit the relationship? Is she kind of a biatch? The truth is problems start mostly between partners. Other thing is to cheat for fun. It should be punished by stoning.

I wish to apologize to Girl Gamer Elite for my rude comment, it was childish and uncalled for.

 Well sometimes I wonder where all the kind people good people are going.. maybe the world is not for us.. maybe thats why he wanted to kill himself..

They think he was a shame from Spain ? thats ridiculous.. fuck all those people, I curse them.

And you're the fag protector ? what ? Man.. I thought this kind of kindness was praised, not shunned ? Maybe I am born in the wrong time ? Maybe the world is upside down ? I don't know... I think what the Italian guy did was completely wrong, and anyone who think's he didn't do wrong can rot.. really man.. where's the sympathy in people.. the understanding.. they don't realize what that is until something bad happens to them.. or some big disaster happens.. people are ridiculous and completely stupid. 

You're a loser if you're 16 ? What if people value their virginity or cant find someone to have sex with ? 

Jeezus, I hate people, but it's great to know people like you exist.

I don't mean to come off as dramatic but this is one thing that REALLY bugs me.