I have nothing to offer a future partner and I am not a value guy. I have a negative personality and I am not capable of faking it until I make it. I have been stuck with the poor me mentality for a very long time. I tried therapy and have been on medication for mental health issues but it did not change my attitude or personality. I have no expectations in regards to dating, because the past is a good indicator of how the future will unfold.
Any rejection or failure I take very personally and get depressed for a very long time. Failed a college unit, failed a driving test or rejected from jobs that I wanted I was so depressed. I did not have the mental maturity to cope with facing endless rejection in dating, so I opted not to bother after a few rejections in my younger. Now being an older guy I reflect on my life and wonder what could have been if I was born with a different personality. I always found it very hard to deal with failure, rejection and set backs in life. I never learned the coping skills to deal with life when things do not go my way I quit.
Last edited by Dark_Lord_2008 - on 05 December 2018
