I want to thank everyone in this thread for the kind words.

Yeah, I'm feeling better today. I talked to my friends at the website and they are slowly accepting it too. We'll never forget her, but life goes on, and I'm pretty sure she wanted us to enjoy life as much as possible.

Sorry for your loss.

I know how that is. I lost my Mom two years ago, and I still can't believe it.

My shrink says I'll never get over it completely. I guess you just have to live with it and keep going..

I never had that kind of loss in my life, so i cant say I understand your pain.But I still want to say Im sorry, and I extend my condolances.

As people have said here, as much as it hurts, you mjust keep moving on.Give yourself a few days or even a week to mourn for her, felling bad and all that.But after that, try to move on, not by forgetting her, but by treasuring the memories you had of her and the moments you spent together.

I am sorry I am not able to feel all that pain you feel... Just... My condolences.

Keep her alive in your heart. Never forget the memories you've made or the positives she added to your life. At least she knew how you felt about her before she passed. You really can't ask for more than that.

It'll always hurt, and you won't get over it quickly. She's always going to be with you, even if you can't see or hear her anymore. It's okay to talk to someone about how you're coping/feeling without her, it does help. 

Damn, i am so sorry to hear that

My condolences. Sorry for your loss.

Had something similar but I actually knew person in real life. Shot himself in head (supposedly accident) but prob on purpose when I was in high school. That was when I pretty much gave up on Christianity.